Baby…. Do you know what day and date it is today??
It’s 11 November 2008…and one year ago at this exact same day…. We met at a party whereby tons of people came and go…. On that day when you entered the house all I knew was that you were someone that came back from overseas… and a promising young lawyer/businessman ^_^ I guess you’re smiling from cheek to cheek right now cause you never knew that was the first impression that we got from you…
Darling even though I didn’t really notice who you were cause you were kind of quite that whole night but I realize it might be because YOU WERE HALF-NAKED on that night by the poolside!!~! ( I’m really shy to look at someone who is half naked what more when I don’t even know u or your name =p)
But hey!!! Guess what baby…out of the 50 – 100 people in the party who came and left… you and me met and that’s when OUR FAIRYTALE started…it was because of a party… because of your gay brother ..because of your SMART, INTELLEGENT brain that brought US together to be who we are right now…A COUPLE who is AS SWEET AS EVER….
All it took was a day …baby…since then you walked into my life… holding my hand ..never letting me go…guiding me through each and every important step in life… being very VERY supportive of me in whatever I do and I really THANK LORD for that…and I really THANK eileen for asking you to fly back on your gay brother’s birthday as a SURPIRSE for him…
In the end…the really surprise LANDED on me… They gave me something really special, really unique , something that holds a important place in my heart and someone who HOLDS my heart…. LAO GONG I just want you to know… other than 12th July , 14th September, 14th of every month, 14th December 2007 ( and many more years to come till FOREVER)…11th November is another special date to me cause it marks the day where two SINGLE person met and became a COUPLE !~! I MISS YOU BABY!~! and I’ll see you in 33 days
*KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS*
[ didn’t really have the time to edit baby cause I’m rushing off for work… I’ll edit later on when I get home but in the mean time just read it XOXO]
Oh and Happy Birthday Darling Babyyyyy im sorry i couldnt be there on your special day... but like i said ill make up for it.....
You know that for as long as i've know... ive never been able to come to terms with a long relationship.... A part of me has always dreaded it... a part of me always wishes to be wild and carefree... a part of me is afraid of commitment... but ever since i've met you it has all changed... And tonight proved it...
Clubbing in the past for me was a release of my normal self... Drinking, a sweet escape from the trouble and worries that plague me... Getting into trouble, a means of relieving stress and an avenue to vent my inner disturbances... Yet ever since i've met you... it has all changed... you have changed me... making me a better person... All that negative energy has left me... and the thing that filled it... was your heart... your sweet, pure and lovable heart... The heart that i have been so fortunate and blessed to have in my life...
And today was testiment to the way i feel... Clubbing is no longer the same... and drinking... not as addictive... I spent the whole time in the club wishing you were by my side...to talk to... to hold... to smile with...and honestly, just to be in your presence would suffice...
I know i have certain bad qualities about me...... Okay... ill be honest... i've got alot of bad qualities... haha... My past... My temper... My angst and sometimes rage... My aggresiveness.... but i promise... that ill do my best to stop all this... because now i have something... someONE... in my life that i cant be without... and i will never do anything to jeopardise this..... I PROMISE YOU ILL CHANGE... For me... For you... For US....
Cuz Babyyyyyy Your My Everything~!! ^_^
With all my heart,
Signing off~
[ ~ Goodnight Lao Po =) ~ ]
Or to sing you a song...
I wanted to give you a kiss...
Or hold you all night long...
I wanted to steal you away...
But doing that would be wrong...
I wanted to do a million sweet things...
then suddenly i realised...
that with you my Darling Baby,
I dont have to rush...
I dont have to do something incredibly romantic every month...
I dont have to try to make each month more special than the previous...
Why??
Its cuz we got all our lives to do something romantic...
we got all our lives to make each other smile every minute...
we got all our lives to make each day more special than the previous...
we got all our lives to make each moment count....
we got all our lives to do anything and everything we always wanted...
we got all our lives....
Together...
You and I...
Together...
Happy Anniversary Baby~
*just simply looks into your eyes, gives you one sweet kiss and walks away together hand-in-hand*
(cuz thats all it takes to make us happy...)
From the very first time I saw u,
Though I don’t remember your face,
I had your name in my mind..
Had a thought that told me to find out who you were
Wanting to see u face to face
Cause you might be the one that I had been
Waiting for all these time
The time when you held my hand,
The closeness that I had with you was incredible
It was something so special
Something that I had always wanted…
Though I wasn’t sure at that time..
But you made me fell for u when
You brought me out to take a rest under the lights
Allowing me to lie on your shoulders
The warmth that I will never forget
One that I will never let go ...
A fairytale that happened in the movies…
Weaved a fairy tale in reality
That brought us together,
Assuring me that the person sitting next to me
Was the one that I want to have in my life
The one that will start and create something
Called OUR Fairytale
A place of romance (Esplanade)
A place that you asked me to be someone …
Someone important to you…
Someone’s dreams to be with the one
That she longs to be with …
Being someone important to the one
Was the best day of her life….
That is when all the magical moments, happening in reality
A reality that someone longs and dreams about
Knowing that she has the best one in her life..
What else could she ask for?
All I want is to be someone important to you
For the rest of OUR life
Learning and changing into the perfect LAO PO …
The one that you had in mind..
It will be the someone that will bring her into reality
So that OUR fairytale will continue on and on ….
Till eternity…
** the someone is me…and the ONE is you (it has always been YOU!~~)
Baby, when I had the first paragraph in mind.. I wanted it to be a song about us… but when I started writing.. I realized it isn’t just a song… because there were too much stuff that I wanted to write about and it’s all because we had tons of good times together and more to come ^-^,
I just wanted to say…
LAO GONG you’re the best I have ever met, and will ever meet… just one last question..
Can I be your LAO PO?(even though I already am =p and LAO GONG do know the reason why i'm asking that again =) )
For once in my life I have someone who needs me
Someone I've needed so long
For once, unafraid, I can go where life leads me
Somehow I know I'll be strong
For once I can touch what my heart used to dream of
Long before I knew
Oooh Someone warm like you
Would make my dream come true
Yeah yeah yeah
For once in my life I won't let sorrow hurt me
Not like it hurt me before
For once, I have something I know won't desert me
I'm not alone anymore
For once, I can say, this is mine, you can't take it
As long as I know I have love, I can make it
For once in my life, I have someone who needs me
you're the one that i want to see when i wake up every single day
you're the ONLY one i want to lie beside when you're asleep
and ONLY I CAN BE THE ONLY ONE!!! =P
only you can lie beside me when i fall asleep...
cause only YOU can make me feel comfortable, peaceful, blessed and
filled with tons of happiness that ONE can ever think of !!!
thinking back...
the past 5 months have been REALLY GREAT
even though we aren't physically there for each other... c
ause you're overseas but all these stuff doesn't matter
cause i have you IN MY HEART and you have me in yours too (I KNOW I AM =p)
Although, Lao Gong wasn't around to be here with me these few months...
though it wasn't easy ...
but we got through all these stuff and NOW
WE ARE STRONGER THAN WE WERE before!!!
and WE do know ,in our heart that we will LAST and we'll be stronger as the days go by
cause we'll be there for each other
making our RELATIONSHIP even stronger
waiting for the day that WE can be together FOREVER!~~
to have a LIFE to be called OURS!!!
IN 1 month and 14 days more baby
i will be standing at the airport
waiting for THE ONE AND ONLY ONE that i have been waiting to see for the past 4 months!!!
I won't tell u what i will do at the airport but i guess that my dada's telepathy will tell u what I 'll do when I see u !!
LAO PO is writing this when she's talking to you because when i hear and see u ...
i'm able to WRITE everything i wanna say to u LAO GONG =)
BELIEVE it or not !!! BUt it makes me wanna say everything and do everything i can to be with you!!
I WANNA FLY THERE RIGHT NOW TO be with you =)
THere is something LAO PO always remember ... OUR relationship IS ONE THAT IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM ANY ONE ELSES!~!~
41 days and i will be waiting for you at the airport and hug u like the way we always do, hold your hands, hop down the stairs, lean on you when i am "falling" off the stairs.. hitting your **** when we go up the stairs... bow to you when i close your room door...
brush our teeth together... give you my egg yolk... giving you my share of lunch ... asking LAO GONG to finish my food for me... watching movies in your room and falling asleep when we are **TIRED =p
in 201 days we will LEAD a life called OURS in perth...studying and living together like a happy couple ... doing everything together and most importantly learning how to COOK!!! =) and u know i will learn how to cook for OUR FUTURE!!~~
* i promise to break that ROUTINE thing that always happen one day before our anniversary BABY!!!~!~
KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISSes for my LOVE ONE!~!~ MY dada, my PRINCE, my dear dear, my dear dada, my baby, my sweetie sweetheart!~!~ ONE AND ONLY LAO GONG!!~~
my dear dear LAO GONG!~!~ DABA thinks that u really drank a little too much!! cause LAO PO KEEP asking u log on to msn n DARLING doesn't find it WEIRD =(
SCROLL DAOWN BABY!~!~
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LASTLY BABY!~!~ COME ONLINE ON SKYPE!~!~~
you're the love of my life
the breathe that i take
you're the one that gives me all the energy
and determination to do everything, to make everything seem so right just to be with you!
Cause i know that you're the one that i have been waiting for
once again you make my heart beat
and ache with both HAPPINESS and sadness because
you're not by my side,
to hug, to kiss, to carry , to love ,to feel and to share with you how i feel face to face
BUT i know ONLY YOU CAN MAKE ME FEEL THIS WAY!!ONLY DADA can make me SUPER SUPER HAPPY AND SUPER SUPER UPSET!!!
and i know what that means
it MEANS YOU REALLY MEAN SUPER ALOT TO ME!!
NO matter what i have to do i'll be with you
even though i know that i'll have to fight very hard to go over to study and it will be tough
but knowing that when i go over i will be able to study in a good school
and being able to have you by my side
and being by your side
is my BIGGEST motivation
CAUSE you're the breathe that i take, my LIFE, my SOUL , my LOVE
and you're the ONLY ONE WHO OWNs my HEART, my MIND, MY SOUL and MY BODY *blush blush*
PS: To MR ALEX YEO KEN WEI... my ONE and ONLY... the one that I LIVE TO LOVE... the only one i CALL dear dear/dada/dear dada/dearest baby/PRINCE/LAO GONG
and lastly 26 "dear dear kisses™" only for LAO GONG!~!
HAPPY 4th month ANNIVERSARY BABY!!
TILL THE END~~
All these precious moments
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